Hal died five years ago tonight and every year, I feel it in my body the same way I do in early July when he was first diagnosed.
Like something terrible is going to happen and I have to know how to handle it. Like something terrible is going to happen and I have to know how to tell my children when it does. Like death is imminent and local, a tangible thing that can happen to anyone at any time. Like I’m supposed to know what to do when I don’t know what to do. What to say. How best to hold everyone…
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